World Bipolar Day - My Journey

I can’t remember when I got it nor can I remember a time when there wasn’t this noise inside in my head, hindering my thoughts, disrupting my focus. I don't how but I gain this energy for a few days and lose it all the next. I can't control myself when I'm snapping at people or laughing at misery. I can't remember why but there are days I sleep like there’s no tomorrow and getting up from my bed takes all my will and energy. I can’t remember when I got it. But it’s here now and it’s not going away. I must learn to live with it. I must learn to accept it – my bipolar disorder.